Saturday, 25 December 2010

My first boyfriend and shag

Okay. I'm not a slag. A slag sleeps with anyone, sometimes to get things she wants. I sleep with people I like, for pleasure. I have slept with a few people, I have had only 2 serous boyfriends but I've dated numerous people and had probably 20 or so one night stands. Most dating gets sexual for me on the 2nd or 3rd date if I like the guy. I don't like jerks, or game playing, or liers. I want nice guys. Theyre the best to date. And as for one night stands, theyre the ones that deserve a fuck and are more open to pleasuring you, and are quite fun tbh.
Anyway, before I became more sexually confident and open I was quite the shy girl, and worried about sex. I was 15 and had never had a boyfriend. I wasn't popular, but I wasn't unpopular. And there weren't many guys in school to date. But one day, when I was walking home (on my own) this guy just started talking to me. I didn't know him, he was from the 6th form nearby and was 17. He wasn'tthe best looking guy and visibly very nervous talking to me, but that was okay because I'm easy to talk to. We got on great and by God he was funny. He had me in stitches all the way home and he was sweet too, I know it's cliched but he gave me his jacket when it started to rain. I suddenly found myself crushing on him and he asked if he could see me again. Of course he could :) he took me to a party he was invited to which was awkward because a) it was my first party and b) I knewno one there, but that was fine because we spent most of the evening making out. In the morning we talked and agreed to slow things down, and we did. We dated for about 2 months before we kissed again, and 2 more before I gave him a BJ and let him finger me. He was okay for a beginner. I taught him well. 6 months into the relationship we were hanging out at his house, watching a chick flick under a blanket with some pringles when he leaned in to kiss me. I was 6 weeks shy of 16 and we had talked once about sex, and at this point I knew it was going to happen. I wanted it. I told him, we were both nervous as fuck and we took it nice and slow. We went upstairs to his bedroom and had sex. It was amazing, he fingered me to orgasm a few times and I gave him head to stop him cumming too quick, he also went down on me for the first time which was awkward but lovely. I got a condom and he slowly entered me, he was very gentle and although it hurt he was really nice about it, he kissed me on the forehead and built up a rythym, which after the initial pain started to feel nice. I didnt cum though, and he took about 5 minutes to cum. After we just slept for a while. After that we went out for a month or two before we split up. We just drifted apart I guess, became more like fuck buddies. Still during our time together we became very good at fucking and I realised just how good it could be. We have hooked up many times since and he has become quite the stud, I dont know how many girls he has had sex with but hes good and I'm very envious of his new girlfriend. They've been going a year and theyre very much in love, they just moved in together and she was a virgin when they met, I bet he gave it to her good. Im happy for her, She couldnt have a better fuck or a better guy.

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